Tuesday, May 23, 2006
heys my sexy babes..i love y'll to the end of the earth!!i am feeling so down HELL KNOWS WHYits like i feel that joy isnt around anymore.why is this so girls?am i worried/paranoid.girls i dont know.sigh.. ... ...thanks RAH! i love you too.i know you're there for me..i HOPE i can be there for you when you need me.van same for you too.you girls need not worry what i am feeling..need not put me first or whatsoever.no matter what i am feeling your burden is mine too.alright?when you'll not feeling right.text us. and we try to conference??LOVE y'll babes.huggiess XOXOjoy(x
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
babes!
sorry i havent blogged in like a long time.
manythings have happened like grams passing away.
had to spend a week there, missed eng/ss papers.
the wake/funeral was good and bad.
good coz i gotta catch up with my family.
and bad coz there were family feuds. sigh
Okays, next. i just got back my results last thurs and fri. did kinda badly for chinese and humanities. ive really gotta work even harder durin
the holidays. babes we can do it! XD lets revise together.
moving on to other things.
problems the girls are having has gotten me
thinking.
van, i read your post on howyou started feeling weird at night, thinking about
lots of things. well, hon you're not alone. dan's always telling me he's a thinker.
he's always rationalizing things. weighing the situations/problems he's having, feeling down, but rarely happy.
then there's joy, you're also forever thinking. hehe :)
funny thing, there's a similarity in what you guys think about.
and it usually has to do with someone of the opposite sex.
relationships.
yes. we girls love to bask in the attention we get from guys.
we love to
feel loved. to have someone care for us and make us feel special.
and then there's that feeling you get when you like someone.
-the impatientness you get while waiting for your crush to reply smses.
-butterflies in your tummies when you meet him.
-thinking he is
so sweet when he pays for everything.
-elatedness when he finally confesses that he likes you.
during the beginning of a relationship/courting period, you'll be in complete bliss
and constantly on cloud 9.
so they say,
'love is blind'.all things go well, till his no. of msges starts dwindling, he starts giving stupid excuses on not meeting you.or when he does sth to make you think he's cheatin.
and you'll start wondering why he isnt replying you fast enough/callin.
you'll start thinking of all sorts of scenarios, which'll drive you bonkers.
bottom line is, this whole thing is based on infatuation.
eventually you'll move on and start this whole cycle again.
only, girls take it more seriously so they take a longer time.
come on, at this age there isnt
real love. its an age where teens
experiment. they learn to pick themselves up after a fall.
in order to handle serious matters in future.
OKAY. im being waay long winded here. and im not saying whatever ive said here is true. haha there Are in fact people who've married their childhood sweethearts, but theyre
rare.joy babe? i love you loads and you can count on me being there for you.
you always make me laugh, so i hope i do the same and give sound advice(though they arent always sound;p) live each day as it passes. you are a great person with a beautiful heart.
van sweety, love ya loads and you can count on me being there for you too! haha you've grown a lot. not only physically but mentally. haha im sure you're hearing tt alot now.but youre still the same lil girl to me(though im smaller.HAHA) only much, Much more stronger.
aahh okays its 1.38am now and i better sleep. this is sucha long emo post. haha but you girls started me thinking! so not my fault ;p. nighty and love yaaaaa.......bichoso punanis.hehehe
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
sigh dears!! im feeling so stress now. cant do math already.super scare for tmr!! howhow!!!my goodness... i dont think im prepared for the paper tmr. how?! got no confidence. =(
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